Hopeless Confession

My mouth shut tight, can’t even speak a word

Yet my head spins, as if it’s going to explode

All the feelings for you I always wanted to say

Has to end here, right now

I have never mentioned this before to you

But all of you, everything about you

Eyes, nose, lips

Your existence itself drives me crazy

I had no idea I had to say goodbye to you

How you talked, how you laughed, I missed them all

All the beautiful memories, its vanished in a night

3 years without you, can I do it?

I’m wrong, I’m wrong for approaching you that day

I shouldn’t have talked to you, I should’ve stayed as the old me

The me that never cares about everyone

Yet you changed my mind, I fell onto your trap

How this heart beats faster than it ever be

How I blushed hard whenever I talked to you

I don’t mind the curses, I don’t mind your weirdness

I have never mind them all, simply because it makes me happy

I’m sorry for being a burden to you

I’m sorry that I always annoy you

I know I have nothing good in me, I know I’m nothing good compared to you

I’m sorry if I ever disturbed your life

How I wished 1 year is longer than it is

How I wished I can stay next to you longer than now

How I wished I can be there for you if you need me

How I feel like those wishes will never came true

All the dreams I had about you

Always drives me crazy in the next morning

I closed my eyes again, taking me back to that dream [다시 눈을 감아본다 다시 나를 그 꿈속으로]

I wouldn’t want to see me, without you, even in a dream [네가 떠난 나의 모습은 꿈속이라도 싫어 난]

How I looked up to those hopes

As time flies, it burned down by the time

Slowly disappeared away

Just like my hope, to be someone that you love

Thank you for making me happy

Thank you for how you treated me nicely

Thank you for all the memories

Thank you for being you [그대라서 고마워]

죄송합니다, 고맙습니다, 사랑합니다

I’m sorry, Thank you, I love you.

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Also to the guy i'm giving the link to

All of the poem above is for you, I just feel like the confession letter wasn't enough

Thank you <3 I love you.

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Hopeless Confession, 140701

Watercolor, markers, poster paint, on 300gsm paper

Based on VIXX's Eternity