The miserable love story of Eternity, who turned her life upside down.
She used to be so cute, so caring, so nice, a bit too nice to a school senior who she has only known for less than a month. It was the time when he suddenly text her, since they shared the same interest of anime. Without knowing where did he found out about her.
From SNS, to second secret SNS account, even to sketch book brand, he knows everything about her, which, would be a burdensome to others, but not for her. A month of knowing him as a good, smart person was more than enough for her.
But, they were close.
On the 25th September, it was the guy's birthday. After heard the story of him being rejected by a fellow senior back then, she actually liked him out of pity. She wanted him to feel loved too.
On the clock, it shows that at 12AM, Eternity has finished the drawings that she gonna give to him, it was a drawing of Vocaloid's Rin and Len and also Hatsune Miku. She fell asleep late at night almost everyday, only to finish that drawings. And the gift itself consists of a letter, a shirt, pocky, and also some Japanese Snacks.
At 2-3pm, she gave it to him. While at 4-5pm, he rests his head on Eternity's shoulder, while she hugged him. So romantic, isn't it?
Yet, as soon as he arrived home, he burned all of it.
All of it.
Only because Eternity's not pretty for him, for his neighbor friend, and most of all, for his family.
The time Eternity heard about him, she cries. Only to soon discover that he's not just a sociopath who stalks people and burns gifts from someone who's ugly for him, he said a lot of bad things about her. Racist things. Such as calling her a 'nigga' only because she's few shades darker than he is.
The deep, inside evil side of her grew more, and more, until she discovers a beauty of voodoo doll. She started to use the doll to release her anger on him, which causes her to torture him, slowly, yet painfully. While she started to become blind, which's the result of trying to hurt herself before she knew things about voodoo dolls. Lets say, an icon of 'blinded by love'
The beautiful, innocent, yet pure Eternity, is also the evil, wrecked side of her. Her bipolar self is indeed dangerous. So, dont ever try to piss her off.
Sadly the thing about the guy is true tho. And yep Eternity represents my anger and hate towards him. So this is a rant drawing of what happened in my real life.
Ink on Concorde 220gr paper.